Feeling Alone!!!

Feeling Alone!!! 

Indeed we are not alone in the world, even though frequently we feel alone. This is an awkward feeling, when we are crowded and very much alone too. 

Loneliness is not antonym of togetherness even though it sounds like that. Emotionally being alone is more mental where we stop experiencing our own reflections. It rises the feeling of missing an important substance of our life. Something or someone, is so influential and precious for us, and it no longer exists in vicinity. Advisable is not to ruminate in this state and migrate towards the feeling of lack of possession of something or someone. Rather than surrendering our emotion to the feeling of lost or abandoned,  we should better embrace the powerful memories of those moments, and cherish the essence of the emotional relation we hold within our heart. 

Lone stands for "Love the One" not for the "Lost One". 

The One is always there within. Even though we feel alone physically, but never be alone mentally. It is an experience to live with, it teaches us how to conquer our BELIEF and transform it to the FAITH towards the element which is angelic for our existence and state of mind.

I expressed my feelings in a Poem. Humble request to read it multiple times. You may find the fragrance uncovered here. Also shared some of my white-board creation with it. 

ક્ષણ નો પણ વિરહ વિચાર્યો ન હતો,

ને આ વરસો નું અંતર અનુભવી રહ્યો,

ક્યાંક મને જ મારો ખાલીપો નડી રહ્યો...

ટહુકા નો સન્નાટો વિચાર્યો ન હતો,

ને સ્મૃતિઓ ના ઝરણા નું વહેણ સાંભળી રહ્યો, 

ક્યાંક મને જ મારો ખાલીપો નડી રહ્યો...

નયન નો પલકારો વિચાર્યો ન હતો,

ને બંધ આંખે હું ચોધાર રડતો રહ્યો,

ક્યાંક મને જ મારો ખાલીપો નડી રહ્યો...

આંગળીઓ ની અનુપસ્થિતિ વિચારી ન હતી,

ને મારી જ હથેળી માં હું પડી રહ્યો,

ક્યાંક મને જ મારો ખાલીપો નડી રહ્યો...

પારીજાત ના અભાવ નું પ્રભાત વિચાર્યું ન હતું,

ને મારું આરુષ બની ખુદ ને જગાડતો રહ્યો,

ક્યાંક મને જ મારો ખાલીપો નડી રહ્યો...

કાવ્ય પંક્તિ માં આવી વેદના વિચારી ના હતી,

ને આમ મારા સાંત્વન માટે કવિતા લખતો રહ્યો,

ક્યાંક મને જ મારો ખાલીપો નડી રહ્યો...

એક હોવા છતાં અનેક માં વહેચાવું વિચાર્યું ન હતું,

ને આ ડર થી મુજ માં તમને સંતાડતો રહ્યો,

ક્યાંક મને જ મારો ખાલીપો નડી રહ્યો...

I tried to express above emotions in English, I tried to give justice to the words and emotions

Never thought even parting for a moment,
Keep afflicting the distance of years,
Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....

Never thought a dead silence of chirping,
Keep hearkening a sweet sound of memories spring,
Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....

Never thought a blink of the eye,
Keep flooding awfully within closed eyes,
Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....

Never thought vacuum of calm fingertip,
Keep shelving own-self in my only palm,
Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....

Never thought a dawn without Night Flowering aka "Parijat",
Keep awakening own being first ever sun-ray each morning,

Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....

Never thought a grievous line crafted in my poem,
Keep enchanting the poem of life to heal myself,
Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....

Never thought an immeasurable separation even we are inseparable ,
Keep obscuring you as I terrified with that fear,
Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....

Brought to you by : Ocean Of The Emotions

Copyright 2015

Aum Namah Shivay !!!!

When we think about the Lord of the Life, only sacred name comes in our heart is of Lord Shiva. The "Rudravatar" is closely associative within us. He holds all the emotions beneath as normal human keeps with himself. The top 10 qualities of him are as follow. 

1. Rough and Tough
2. Done of Dance 
3. Fearless Protector
4. Dashing dominating 
5. Happy Go Lucky
6. Friendly Communicator
7. Secret Seduction
8. Innocent and Funny
9. Honest and Loyal
10. Full of Knowledge  

A Small creation after long time on White Board from me, it was inspired on this Shiv-Ratri, but I failed to bring it on time. 

Kindly bless it and chant "Aum Namah Shivay". 

Let The Great Shiva strengthen us and takes us toward the Liberation.

The Devine Moksh Gati...!!!!!

Brought to you by : Ocean Of The Emotions

Copyright 2015

The Fight Within....!!!!!

Most of us follow the religion which we belong to whole heartily, but very few of us are absorbing the quality of living out of it. It is all there well defined and explained, but we are searching peace somewhere outside where it is not exist at all. It only exists within. Let me explain some theory which I came across recently which impressed me and I started believing that everything resides within.

We all are aware about 4 Yugas of Hindu Sunskruti. They are widely accepted in Hinduism.

They are

• Satya Yuga: Virtue reigns SUPREME. Human stature was 21 cubits. Average human lifespan was 100,000 years. This is also known as Yuga of Brahmna Varna, where Positive and Negative attitudes merge to become one and the same.

• Treta Yuga: There was 3 quarter virtue & 1 quarter sin. Normal human stature was 14 cubits. Average human lifespan was 10,000 years. This is also known as Yuga of Kshatriya Varna, where Positive and Negative attitudes are separate.

• Dvapara Yuga: There was 1 half virtue and 1 half sin. Normal human stature was 7 cubits. Average human lifespan was 1000 years. This is also known as Yuga of Vaishya Varna, where just Positive attitude exists and not negative attitude.

• Kali Yuga: There is 1 quarter virtue and 3 quarter sin, Normal human stature is 3.5 cubits. Average human lifespan will be 100 years. Towards the end of Yuga this will come down to 20 years. This is also knows as Yuga of Shudra Varna, where both the attitudes Positive and Negative are absent.

In Satya Yuga, the fight was between the Two Worlds, Dev Lok and Asura Lok. Asura Lok being the evil and was a different world.

In Treta Yuga, belongs to RAMAYANA, the fight was between Ram and Ravan. Both were the rulers from Two different Countries. So both evil and good belongs to different countries.

In Dvapara Yuga, belongs to MAHABHARATA, the fight was between Pandavs and Kauravs. Both the good and evil from the SAME FAMILY. 

You must have noted that how the evil is getting closer. For example, from a DIFFERENT WORLD to a DIFFERENT COUNTRY to the SAME FAMILY. 

Now, know where is the evil in Kali Yuga?

Friends, it is inside us, Both the GOOD and the EVIL live WITHIN, the battle is within us. So it is our supremacy to decide whom we will give victory to... our inner goodness or the evil within?

If we notice the average lifespan for all the Four Yugas, we blessed with the least one, just 100 Years and it is also shrinking down to 20 Years at the end of Kali Youga. It is better to start for the QUEST of finding "Who am I?" and recognize a true self within.

Likewise in all earlier Yugas, Good was victorious over EVIL, it is possible even right now. Transform your Evil in to Good....Let that journey begins right now...It is not endless...!!!

"तमसो मा ज्योर्तिगमय्"

ENDURE if you can not CURE....

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There is a saying, "What can not be cured, must be endured". However, this seems imply an attitude of resignation and more sort of escapism or surrendering to the unacceptable cause. But a more positive approach would be what can not be avoided should be accepted cheerfully and gracefully as the wish of his Holiness.

If something can not be cured, at least endure it calmly with the understanding that nothing is permanent in this beautiful world. If we find that a situation is out of our control and reach, we need to keep calm, wait for a while (this "WHILE" could be a moment, a minute, an hour,  a day, a week, a month, an year, a decade or decades, century or life after life....) It is entirely related and in connection with the relevance of our endurance level. So wait a WHILE, and see if we can do anything about it or not.

For example, if there is hot outside, we can turn on the air conditioner. But if the power goes off then there is nothing we can do about it but WE CERTAINLY ENDURE the heat.....

-- Courtesy : Speaking Tree 4 Jan, 2015

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Friends, physical and mental endurance is as important as we inhale-exhale to survive against death. It actually derives and defines the quality of our existence. It makes the difference about "How do we live?"  or "How lively do we live?"

Endurance is never ever be an emotion of demilitarize or disengage own from the situation. But it is a power to exhibit our strength to handle the external and internal stimuli constructively which is posturing our personality.

"Be the cure of your own-self with the power of endurance"

Dear Soul, Happy Birthday To You ...!!!!

In each and every life we take birth as a body, but our soul never born as it is immortal. Our soul accumulate all the emotions of the entire journey till we reach to the liberation. 

Today on my birthday, I believe that one more year I have journeyed towards the great liberation. 

શરીર થી હું જન્મ્યો એક વાર 

મારા જ મન માં જન્મ્યો અનેકવાર, 

જે મારામાં મને જ શોધતો રહ્યો વરસો થી 

છૂટો પડેલો એ પડછાયો મળી ગયો ફરી વાર,

 હે  મિત્રો, છે પુરાવા ઘણા મારી એકલતા ના

આ ટોળાઓમાંથી ભાગી આવ્યો હું વારંવાર,

મળી જશે આ ભાવ કોઈ ઈશ ના અંશ સમાન

કસમ થી ક્યારેય નથી છોડી એ આશા પળવાર,

રમત છે આમ તો આ સાવ સીધી સાદી  

છતાં કેમ રમે છે આ જીવ અવારનવાર, 

એજ છું હું જે હતો સદીઓ થી પુલકિત સદાબહાર

જન્મ થયો મારો જાણીતાઓ માં આજે ફરી એક વાર, 

:પ્રણવ 

26/12/2014

Divine Angels.....

I can not express anything else more than this poem.

My hands were shivering and eyes were moist while writing this poetry,
It was more painful when i recited it.
God Bless All Little Angles Peace forever!!!!

For All Divine Souls something from me. 

ઉગતી સવાર જેવું ઝંખતી ઝીંદગી
ને પળ માં અંધારી રાત થઇ ગઈ,
નીકળ્યા હતા સપનાઓ ના પોટલા લઇ
ને મોત સાથે અણધારી મુલાકાત થઇ ગઈ,

કેમ થયું? કોને કર્યું? ઠેર ઠેર એક જ વાત
વહેતી સરેઆમ થઇ ગયી,
હે ઈશ્વર! માત્ર એક જ પ્રશ્ન અકળાવે છે
કે તારી હાજરી માં તારા જ અંશો ની કત્લેઆમ થઇ ગઈ,

જગ્યા હતી એક ઉપવન જેવી
જ્યાં ઘણા પંખીઓ ની ચહેક મહેમાન થઇ ગઈ,
મંદિર મસ્જીદ થી કશું કમ ના હતી પવિત્રતા એની
ને આજે એજ ધરતી લોહી નીતરતી સ્મશાન થઇ ગઈ,

હવે હદ થાય છે આ ઇન્સાનો ની આદત ની,
ને એમની જ અદાવત આવી બેફામ થઇ ગઈ,
મુરજાયા આ માસુમ ફૂલો આમ કારણ વગર
ને કુદરત તારી પરીક્ષા ખુલ્લેઆમ થઇ ગઈ,

:પ્રણવ