Feeling Alone!!!
Indeed we are not alone in the world, even though frequently we feel alone. This is an awkward feeling, when we are crowded and very much alone too.
Loneliness is not antonym of togetherness even though it sounds like that. Emotionally being alone is more mental where we stop experiencing our own reflections. It rises the feeling of missing an important substance of our life. Something or someone, is so influential and precious for us, and it no longer exists in vicinity. Advisable is not to ruminate in this state and migrate towards the feeling of lack of possession of something or someone. Rather than surrendering our emotion to the feeling of lost or abandoned, we should better embrace the powerful memories of those moments, and cherish the essence of the emotional relation we hold within our heart.
Lone stands for "Love the One" not for the "Lost One".
The One is always there within. Even though we feel alone physically, but never be alone mentally. It is an experience to live with, it teaches us how to conquer our BELIEF and transform it to the FAITH towards the element which is angelic for our existence and state of mind.
I expressed my feelings in a Poem. Humble request to read it multiple times. You may find the fragrance uncovered here. Also shared some of my white-board creation with it.
ક્ષણ નો પણ વિરહ વિચાર્યો ન હતો,
ને આ વરસો નું અંતર અનુભવી રહ્યો,
ક્યાંક મને જ મારો ખાલીપો નડી રહ્યો...
ટહુકા નો સન્નાટો વિચાર્યો ન હતો,
ને સ્મૃતિઓ ના ઝરણા નું વહેણ સાંભળી રહ્યો,
ક્યાંક મને જ મારો ખાલીપો નડી રહ્યો...
નયન નો પલકારો વિચાર્યો ન હતો,
ને બંધ આંખે હું ચોધાર રડતો રહ્યો,
ક્યાંક મને જ મારો ખાલીપો નડી રહ્યો...
આંગળીઓ ની અનુપસ્થિતિ વિચારી ન હતી,
ને મારી જ હથેળી માં હું પડી રહ્યો,
ક્યાંક મને જ મારો ખાલીપો નડી રહ્યો...
પારીજાત ના અભાવ નું પ્રભાત વિચાર્યું ન હતું,
ને મારું આરુષ બની ખુદ ને જગાડતો રહ્યો,
ક્યાંક મને જ મારો ખાલીપો નડી રહ્યો...
કાવ્ય પંક્તિ માં આવી વેદના વિચારી ના હતી,
ને આમ મારા સાંત્વન માટે કવિતા લખતો રહ્યો,
ક્યાંક મને જ મારો ખાલીપો નડી રહ્યો...
એક હોવા છતાં અનેક માં વહેચાવું વિચાર્યું ન હતું,
ને આ ડર થી મુજ માં તમને સંતાડતો રહ્યો,
ક્યાંક મને જ મારો ખાલીપો નડી રહ્યો...
I tried to express above emotions in English, I tried to give justice to the words and emotions
Never thought even parting for a moment,
Keep afflicting the distance of years,
Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....
Never thought a dead silence of chirping,
Keep hearkening a sweet sound of memories spring,
Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....
Never thought a blink of the eye,
Keep flooding awfully within closed eyes,
Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....
Never thought vacuum of calm fingertip,
Keep shelving own-self in my only palm,
Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....
Never thought a dawn without Night Flowering aka "Parijat",
Keep awakening own being first ever sun-ray each morning,
Never thought a grievous line crafted in my poem,
Keep enchanting the poem of life to heal myself,
Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....
Never thought an immeasurable separation even we are inseparable ,
Keep obscuring you as I terrified with that fear,
Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....
I tried to express above emotions in English, I tried to give justice to the words and emotions
Never thought even parting for a moment,
Keep afflicting the distance of years,
Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....
Keep hearkening a sweet sound of memories spring,
Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....
Keep flooding awfully within closed eyes,
Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....
Keep shelving own-self in my only palm,
Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....
Keep awakening own being first ever sun-ray each morning,
Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....
Keep enchanting the poem of life to heal myself,
Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....
Keep obscuring you as I terrified with that fear,
Feel that my loneliness makes me sufferer....
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